Tear in your hand

all the world just stopped now

so you say you don't wanna stay together anymore

let me take a deep breath babe

if you need me, me and neil'll be

hangin' out with the DREAM KING

~*~

He hates me. There is something down deep inside me that ruins every chance I have. Who was I to tell him he was wrong? I cannot even believe such a thing came out of my mouth. Of course the money was only for Eliza. Of course. He cut me down last night, I bet he doesn't even realize it. They never do. Rip my heart out and take a bite. Its never put back the way it was. I was hurt when he left.

~*~

neil says hi by the way

i don't believe you're leaving cause

me and charles manson like the same ice cream

i think it's that girl

and i think there're pieces of me

you've never seen

maybe she's just pieces of me

you've never seen well

~*~

There was that woman agian, the one who made me lick a mans boots. I would like to say I do not know why she hates me, but I do. The same reason all free woman in their robes hate those of us on our knees. While my chains are steel, hers are made of cloth. Her hatred seemed to wane slightly after a bit. Perhaps my tears sparked some small sympathy in her..

~*~

all the world is

all i am

the black of the blackest ocean

and that tear in your hand

all the world is DANGLIN'...danglin'...

danglin' for me DARLIN'

you don't know the power that you have

with that tear in your hand

that tear in your hand

~*~

Haha.

~*~

maybe i ain't used to maybes

smashing in a cold room

cutting my hands up

every time i touch you maybe

maybe it's timeto wave goodbye now

time to wave goodbye now

~*~

I was hurt when they left, my chest ached, my throat felt tight. There had been another there with them, there before him, taking up a spot I wanted for my own. I had liked her before and I might like her later but then I wanted to kick her. But since she was bigger then me.. I could only kick her emotionally. "He likes me better then you." I said to her before I left. Childish and silly.. I dont care.

~*~

caught a ride with the moon

i know i know you well

well better than i used to

HAZE all clouded up my mind in the DAZE of the why

it could've never been so you say and i say

you know you're full of wish

and your "baby baby baby babies"

i tell you there're pieces of me

you've never seen

maybe she's just pieces of me

you've never seen well

all the world is

all i am the black of the blackest ocean and that

tear in your hand all the world is DANGLIN'...danglin'...

danglin' for me DARLIN'

you don't know the power that you have

ith that tear in your hand

that tear in your hand

~*~

I have to tell Eliza now.. about the money.

~*~

with that tear in your hand

tear in ...